otakon

i'm not going... i'm really not going, which means i'll probally never go in my entire life since we're moving to the southwest. kusanagi keeps trying to convince me to go, but i won't meet up with him while i'm there (he has his own agenda and i have mine) and i don't want to go alone.

i'm such a chicken about going to new places alone. my anxiety level rises sky high. how on earth am i gonna move to albuquerque? and we're really gonna go to new mexico to live in august. the movers were here to count our stuff and we have ten thousand pounds of stuff left to move out there into storage- not counting what we have to take ourselves for our temporary home.

so how can i miss otakon? i donno...

maybe i can find someone to drive down w/ me.... maybe....